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At the bottom of the sea
02:04
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from the depths
a signal of distress
from me the runaway
i turned my back
you threw me in the deep
the current swirled about me
the waves swept over me
the darkness deepens
thrown away
out of your sight
but my eyes must return
to your beauty
as i indulged in the endless shame around me
i sank to where there was no more remorse
while my life was ebbing away
your spirit filled my soul
and my song rose to you
some cling to worthless idols, fall from grace
but my song rose to you
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2. |
Bottoms Up
02:36
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With one tip of the glass
You lose all trust
Built up over the years
A way to bury your sorrow
I have blood for my shame
Memory fades over night
As a picture over time
Paint it black
And I'll be painted red
As you're reminded of what you ate last night
Remember the good times
Remember the bad
Remember the best days we ever had
Inhibitions aside
As I walk away
You walk with me or will you stay
Darling, please, I don't want to hear you say
'Just a little bit, it'll be okay'
Driving down the road
Singing the old melody
When along comes the unexpected
Reaction slow
Feet to the floor
Out the window
In body no more
Just listen
Take this bread
You're not missing a thing
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3. |
Lazarus
03:40
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Life and death
No in between
Narrow escapes abound
Yet Lazarus walks again
It's safe behind this mask of fear
Death is the only thing to hide
It's inevitable
But Lazarus walks again
Lazarus walks
He cheated death again
I am not afraid
We're all poor just the same
Some just not declared
And I know because I saw Lazarus walk
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4. |
Escape
01:08
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Run away to that place
Lay down your burdens
As small as they are
As big as they can be
Past the fence
Over the hill
Twisted metal
Paint over rust
Disguise the pain,
The imperfection
Take with you what matters
What you think you need
The toys, the joy
In running
Freedom, but is it necessary?
You had it all
Greed, selfishness
Pride and deceit transformed you
You had it all
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5. |
Of gods and scam artists
03:21
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Oh, god of beauty
With your chiseled mouth
And beady painted eyes
I'd give anything for you
Oh god of laughter
With your carved ears
And arms of gold
No censorship or remorse
I trust you
I made you
In this factory of hope
I love you
My sweet creation
Aging
With your wrinkles
And beady painted eyes
I'd do anything for you
Played out
The situation
Carved ears and arms of gold
The jokes really do get old
I need you
You're taking over
This factory of lust
I love you
My sweet creation
Oh God, what have I done?
With my chiseled mouth and beady painted eyes
I can't speak or see a thing
Oh God, hear me now
With my carved ears
Dead wood, colder metal
I trust you
I made you
In this factory of apathy
I love you
Myself, the creation
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T.V. Summer
02:31
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Dad downstairs yelling at the television
Mom nearby reading in a chair
I'm upstairs listening to Sufjan
When we all go to bed
I hope that we aren't dead
Wake up in the morning
Go to work
Do it all again
Playing games in the summer
I don't know where my sisters are
I don't care to
I don't know where I'll be tomorrow
I don't need to
I don't have anything to yell at
Not even a television
This game is over soon
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7. |
Work Faces
01:57
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A sour taste in my mouth as I put on this suit of deceit
Face ready for work: to cover the harsh reality
That what you've come to know and love is a lie
Crafted, shaped before your eyes
I guess when the time comes for me to perform
I am able, not willing
My intellect precedes me
A filter seeking imperfection
With one mistake, reputation is lost
Attention closely follows behind
No matter how low
I seek entertainment
Coarse talk, foolish thinking
Something to occupy my mind
As I cure the boredom, pass the time
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At the end of your rope
A faucet turned clockwise 'til its end
Diminishing; Mutiny
Is that what it's called when something stolen is taken back?
You've lost what is dear to you
Prepare for the embrace
You are blessed
Content with the ownership of that which can't be bought
Craving for the hope
Given enough to receive visions of purity
Peace, beloved, you are blessed
A cheer from good company
As the truth collects attacks from the insecure
You are blessed
The end of your rope
A faucet turned clockwise 'til its end
You are blessed
In your pain
And your righteousness
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9. |
Have It All
01:47
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As your blood falls from my hands
You restore and proclaim
Louder than words
I have but few years to lift up my name
All to die
Or lift up the name of which I am not worthy
You lost life itself that we might have a second chance
Struggling with generosity
When existence is a gift we can't return
But have it all
All of me
Bowed down
For you are holy
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10. |
Eternal Surrender
03:16
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The walls are weeping
From the brokenness
My eyes are searching
Simple ignorance
Driven by passion
Rooted deep in the dark
Unsure of vision
What is in my heart
Eternity is well on its way
No looking back
Horizon stretched deeper each day
Confusion, illusion
Misleading, conceited
Attacking my weakness
He knows when to strike
Burying pain with each sin that I like
But You came
And You reign
I want to be with you
Forever is a long time to be lost
I would be lost without you
I surrender
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11. |
Hold On
04:22
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veer off on a cross road with doubt
silence, the critic that drives
pushing but with no big result
is it even worth my time?
won't i sometimes fall
but still i decide to hold on
veer off on a cross road with hope
i'm shifting my perspective now
it's not turning out how i want
but you keep me driving on
you pick me up and i fall
you pick me up once again
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